In the fall semester of last year I was in a class that required me to blog on a regular basis. Since I started that class with an introductory post, which you can find earlier in this blog, I figured I would give more of an update on my life and where I've come in the past five months.
I am still at USM and I am still studying
Public Relations. I think now more than ever I am convinced this is the right degree for me. First, the program lends itself to learning multiple disciplines, both within the department of Mass Communication and without. I'm learning how to problem solve in the real world, how to use social media to my advantage and how to be a good, well rounded reporter. I also have the advantage of learning Spanish, which is an extremely useful tool in todays job market and will greatly increase my chances of being hired once I'm out of school. Along with that, I am minoring in
English, wich is fulfilling my "school of thought" desire. In all, I feel that this degree will make me the most well rounded candidate for whatever field I decide to go into; for this I am extremely excited.
Outside of school, these past few months have been equally trying and rewarding. I have given of my time to various outlets and passions only to see nothing in return. I have questioned and re-questioned the direction I was going in life and have considered switching majors or even just dropping school altogether multiple times. I have set aside toxic relationships and gathered new, rewarding ones. I have met people who share different ideals than I do, but still share a common, human bond to move forward together to figure it out along the way. I have re-learned what it means to be loyal and what it means to care for someone and be cared for in return.
My faith has also been tried these past few months and I believe I have grown greatly because of it. I have questioned God's providence and overall will for my life and I have even had some angry words with Him over the whole issue. I have mulled my faith over and over in my mind and I feel that I am finally beginning to see some light at the end of this tunnel. I don't know that I have all the answers, in fact, I don't expect that I ever will, but my desire to pursue the truth in all areas of my life will continuously drive me forward. I expect I will have struggles with faith again in my life, but I know where truth can be found, and I will continue to turn there when things get dark again.
I would like to take you all on this journey if you are willing to come. We will be discussing issues of humanity, culture, policy, philosophy and what this all means for all of us. I'd love it if you would join in; the more people, thought processes, ideals, faiths and beliefs, the better. I cannot wait to see where this takes us all, until then, thank you for reading.
Beth Bolyard